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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Do you enjoy being scared?


Then read on.

A few mornings ago, when Linda and I were still in bed, Linda told me very seriously, I'm very dizzy, and nauseous. The sensation only lasted maybe about 15 seconds. It was right after she had turned over quickly. It happened a second time within 10 minutes exactly the same way, and ended just as quickly again.

There were no other symptoms, and don't think that we didn't go down the list. Her sensation was ok; she wasn't weak; no problem talking (other than her usual problems). Her eyes were the same as usual. Still it was so like the stroke as to be creapifying.

I asked the doc, and he didn't really know what to make of it. Get it checked if it happens again.

Strangely, Linda has felt better since it happened. She said she feels a bit lighter, as if she somehow worked through a kind of "block" that was holding her back. Or like she finally got enough sleep and isn't so tired. She said her mood is better too. She had been sad for a couple of weeks before, and it just evaporated. Whatever it was, it doesn't sound like nothing.

Linda described it as, Like irregular heartbeats for the brain.

What it was, I can't say, but I don't like weird stuff. It just makes me worry. And I was just getting really good at not worrying finally. Now I walk around again at work wondering if I'll come home to find her twitching on the floor.

I'm so morbid.